I'm afraid I'm going to have to refrain from approving this. As far as I can see, you've given no reasons to convince us to vote for you, and that "to see if I'm worthy" line makes me think you want the position just to have it instead of wanting to actually do your job. Being a staff member isn't just for fun - you have to understand that you have a responsibility to keep the wiki and its users safe from people wanting to cause trouble, as well as upholding the standards that we've laid down. Again, you've given no indication that you'll actually do the job you're given, so in conclusion, I don't approve of this.
I don't approve for the aforementioned reasons, along with the fact that you have stirred quite a bit of drama in the past/have taken part in it. Then again, so have I. This isn't bias of any sort, it's just what I've accumulated from observing chat myself. Maybe next time, though?