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Hi guys! This is my first fanfic on this wiki, and it's designed to introduce some of my characters and build the world of the Skyblade Continuity. Enjoy!
I opened the door to the apartment and threw my bag in the corner. I knew mum would shout at me for not putting it where I should, but right now, I didn't care. I just wanted to be alone.
I was surprised to find she was home already. My shoulders slumped as mum walked out of the kitchen: a white hedgehog with bright blue eyes and a slender build. If I was dad, I probably would have married her too. But, then again, I never would know what dad thought, would I?
"Hello Natalie!" She said in an exceptionally cheery tone. That changed almost instantly when she actually looked at me.
"What happened here?" She asked, pointing too the black eye i'd received less than an hour before.
"Just walked into something" I replied, trying to step round her. She body blocked me before I could get anywhere.
"I'm your mother, Natalie" she said "I know when you're lying. What's wrong?"
I sighed. I didn't want to tell her, but I didn't see the point of just keeping it bottled up.
"I did it again. I don't know how, but I used my powers"
"I was halfway between here and the school. Some of the boys were jeering me, calling me a weirdo, saying I wasn't Mobian...and I just turned round and told them to pi..."
"I get the idea. What happened next?"
"They started laughing, saying I was hard, and then one of them walks up to me and punches me in the face. That's how I got the black eye. I looked him in the eye and he just...fell to the fall, screaming. The others were trying to help him and I just walked off". I never looked at mum while I said this. Now, however, I looked her in the eye. "What am I mum? Is this normal? Was Dad like this?"
"I know you're scared" She replied "Everyone's scared. The people who fear powers are as scared as the people with them. I know some people who may be able to help you"
A feeling of hope rose in my chest "You do?"
"Yes. It's the reason I came home from work early. I know someone, a friend of a friend. He's a social worker and he's running something at the local youth centre for people with powers, just so they can come to terms with them. I thought you might be...reassuring for you"
The idea sounded almost laughable."A social worker of all things? How is that supposed to help?"
"He's got powers too!"Mum replied hurriedly "He's just trying to get you to control them, so you have less of a problem with having them! What you have is a gift, Natalie."
"It doesn't feel like one"
"It will" She said "It will. It's tomorrow, by the way. Just after you've come home from school."
I ignored what she said. It didn't really matter when it was. After moving to Westopolis, I didn't have any friends, and I didn't have many back in Iravia anyway. Nobody wanted to talk to me after my powers manifested themselves. It just meant I spend ages doing nothing. There was only one thing I cared about.
"Was dad like this?" I asked "You don't have powers, and I must have got it from somewhere."
"Yes, your dad had them." She said, sounding like she was a world away "Look, i've got to get back to work. I've been working from home the entire day, and I can't stop now"
She walked off, leaving me alone in the corridor.
"I can't stop now"? What kind of excuse was that? Every time I mentioned dad Mum brushed it off. She gave a small insight into who he was, but not much. The most I got until a minute ago was that I had his eyes, and even what I was just told i'd worked out anyway. She seemed to want to forget dad completely. She legally changed her surname to Walker, what it had been before she married dad. My surname is still legally dad's, but Mum looked suspicious every time I use it and so I got used to calling myself Natalie Walker. There was no point on dwelling on that now, though. Tomorrow I was going to meet others like me. And maybe, just maybe, I can feel more normal.
The day afterwards, after I got home, I had barely any time to change and ear before I left the flat again to go to the youth centre. I hadn't been there before, but I knew the way, and I had my phone with me so I could Google it whenever I wanted.
Westopolis was an ugly city. Even an architect from 30 years ago couldn't deny that. It was designed as a "modern city for a modern world". By "modern" it meant "functional":everything was laid out logically and used the least amount of bricks required to make it. The buildings were also ridiculously tall as building up took up less space than building to the side. It was completely different from Iravia, with it's twisting streets and beautiful architecture. I miss that city, but there's no point thinking about it now.
The youth centre was in a modern part of the city called the Crater. It was called that because not that long ago that's all it was: the Black Comet warped down here and when it was destroyed the area it was on went with it. It was rebuilt by Kabletech into an ultra-modern complex of apartments, parks and other things for the locals. Including the youth centre.
The centre was a square building about two stories tall. It was covered in graffiti which Kable the Fox himself had commissioned. I walked through the glass doors into a room filled with pool tables and other teenagers talking, human and Mobian. A few people looked up as I walked in, but didn't talk to me. Instead, I turned off into one of the smaller side rooms: a rectangular room with several couches and the occasional armchair.
Right now, there were 4 other people in the room. One was a Mobian polar bear, obviously extremely fit from the appearance of his biceps. He was wearing a blue hoodie, black tracksuit bottoms and white and blue trainers. He hadn't chose to sit down, despite the fact that there were plenty of chairs in the room, and had instead chosen to lean against the wall. He probably thought it looked cool, despite the fact it looked really stupid.
One of the sofas was currently occupied by a female Mobian fox, her red hair cut short and a confident smirk on her face. She was wearing black jeans and a leather jacket, with a T-Shirt under it with some kind of writing that was impossible to read. She was tapping the sofa's arm impatiently, as if waiting for something to happen. Which it probably would in a few moments.
The third was a Mobian hamster, a fairly rare species of Mobian and more respected for it. The hamster in question was the shortest in the room, fidgeting and looking at the floor, clearly nervous. He was wearing shorts and a T-Shirt, the latter of which had a pixilated heart on it with the words "You are filled with determination" under it. No clue what that meant.
The last person was a Mobian hedgehog with purple fur. He was wearing grey and white boots and grey gloves. A grey streak ran along his left arm. He was the first to notice i'd entered and smiled as soon as I entered the room.
"You're Sasha's daughter, arn't you?" He said as a I sat down on one of the armchairs. I nodded in reply.
"Great." He said, perking up a little. "Well, I think that's everyone." He got up, checked the door was shut properly, and turned to the others.
"Well, it's nice to meet you all. Just to check before we begin...you have all got powers, haven't you?"
"Phew!" He said, slumping slightly "Well, I've got one thing right. Anyway, now we're here, let's introduce ourselves! Going round clockwise"(the polar bear looked slightly annoyed at this seeing he was first up)"we're all going to say our name, something we like and what our power is. Starting with you" The hedgehog pointed to the polar bear.
"Name's Rugal Paramount" The polar bear said. He sounded completely uninterested and I don't honestly blame him. "I like boxing. My power is that I can overheat my attacks"
"Overheat? What's that supposed to mean?" The fox replied. Her accent sounded like she came from somewhere like Station Square.
"I absorb heat and it makes me hit harder" Rugal replied with a smirk.
"Technically, increased heat shouldn't increase the kinetic energy behind your punch" The hamster interjected. No one replied, although Rugal gave him a stern look that shut him up.
"Why are you standing up, anyway?" I asked "Do you have chairphobia?"
"It's cathedraphobia, actually" the hamster mumbled under his breath.
"The question is, why are you sitting down?" Rugal asked.
"Because it's comfortable?"
"Ah...fair point" the polar bear looked slightly disheartened and sat down.
"Moving on" The hedgehog said before pointing at the fox "Who are you?"
"I'm Angel Skyheart" She said, looking around the room. "I like sprinting and my power is that I can attack super fast."
"Like the Flash?" The hamster chipped in.
"Kinda, I guess." Angel replied. She was the first person to acknowledge the hamster, even though it didn't look like she cared."Like, I can't run fast, but I can punch fast"
"Yeah, you stupid ham..." Rugal never got to finish the sentence. A second later he was clutching his stomach and Angel was looking rather pleased with herself.
"Well, at least we know what it looks like now..." the hedgehog muttered. He was still standing next to me by the door. "So, moving on, what can you do?" He said pointing to the hamster.
"Oh, right, uh..." the hamster said extremely quickly, not looking like he was ready "I'm Carl, the, um...hamster"
"Carl the Hamster?" Rugal snorted "What are you trying to be, the next Sonic the Hedgehog?"
"What's wrong with Sonic the Hedgehog?" I asked.
"Haven't you seen him, he's all like 'Oh, I can run super fast, i'm going to save the world for the fun of it, screw having an actual'...OW" Rugal soon went back to clutching his stomach.
"Look, Angel, you can stop now." The purple hedgehog said. That didn't change the expression on the fox's face.
"Er...Anyway." Carl continued "I'm Carl the Hamster, I like Star Wars"(Rugal looked like he was trying to avoid snorting so Angel didn't punch him again)"And my power is that I can control technology"
"Too what extent?" The hedgehog behind me asked
"Well, er, I can control software, delete files, move machinery, that sort of stuff."
"So you could reset my phone password?" I asked.
Carl's hand glowed and he smiled for the first time he had been here "just done it"
I checked my phone immediately afterwards. He had.
"Could you tell me what it is, please?" I asked.
Before Carl could tell me, the hedgehog behind me stopped him.
"Maybe it's not a good idea right now. We'd prefer you to keep in the conversation here and now and not back in Iravia...com'n, it was obvious from the accent. Anyway, who are you?"
I sighed. Here we go.
"I'm Natalie Walker, I like...Snapchat, I guess, i dunno."
"And what's your power?" Angel asked. She seemed more interested now than she had the entire session.
"I'm...er...not...sure" I replied. Rugal looked extremely annoyed at this.
"Are you joking? We got the hang of our powers, so how come..."
"Angel, No." The hedgehog interjected
"...how come you can't?"
"Well, like I said, I don't know what it is."
"Then let's work it out" The hedgehog said "When has your power manifested yourself?"
I didn't exactly feel comfortable talking about this to anyone other than mum, but hopefully it would mean I knew what it was, and hopefully, how to control it.
"The first time, somebody tried to punch me and...I just knew when he was going to do it. I don't know how, but I just knew"
"Sounds like telepathy" Carl said.
"And then yesterday, this guy in front of me randomly started having spasms of pain"
"...brain manipulation?" Carl suggested.
"How's that, genius?" Rugal asked.
"She could have activated the pain receptors in his brain" Angel said.
"That...actually makes sense." I said "Thanks, I guess."
"Anyway" Rugal said, turning to the hedgehog "Who are you, exactly?"
"Me?" He said "I'm Johnathon Persona, I like Guilty Gear and my power is...uncontrollable"
"What is it?" Said Angel.
"I have multiple personalities. One's me, one's a hero like Sonic, one's an anti-hero and one's a villain. I have drugs to control it, but it means I either have my power on full throttle or don't have it at all"
But I wasn't listening to that. At least, not intently. There was a whispering in the background. No one else had noticed it. I focused on it as hard as I could.
"Sol...Badguy...is your main?" I said. That's what i'd heard.
"In Guilty Gear, yes. Well done" John smiled. "I don't expect you to understand it, by the way" he says hurriedly, seeing the confused look on my face, before looking at the rest of the group.
"So, incase you're wondering what we're doing here, every week we're going to meet up at exactly the same time. We're going to practice using your powers, talk about anything that may be on your mind...that sort of thing. If there's something power-related that you can't tell anyone else, here is the best place to do it. According to that clock, we've got a good half an hour left. So..." He clapped his hands together "What do you want to talk about now?"
My immediate reaction when I got home was to use my phone to check what Guilty Gear was. When I remembered that my phone was still on the password Carl set it too, I borrowed mum's laptop instead. Well, apparently I had read John's mind.
The question was, now what? I had no idea how I had done it. The information had just come to me. I had no control over what I read. I tried to read mum's mind at dinner, but nothing came in the same way it did for John. So how was I supposed to control the power?
School was a little different now. The bullies who had attacked me before now averted their eyes from me like I was the sun. The rumour that a guy had randomly broken down in agonising pain in front of me spread like wildfire. None of the teachers believed me and no one had come forward to say they did it other than the people who had attacked me, so no charges were ever brought against me. Still, that didn't exactly make things better. It would've been great if I could talk to Marcee right now wherever she is in the world, but of course Carl locked me out of my phone.
The next time the club meet, the first thing I do is ask Carl the password to my phone. Before he can say anything, Rugal intervenes.
"You're kidding, right?" He says. "You're meant to be a telekinetic..."
"Telepath" Angel corrects him.
"...Whatever. Anyway, you're supposed to be able to read minds. Can't you just read his mind and work it out?"
"No!" I reply, slightly annoyed "You know I can't control it!"
"You read my mind." John says. He was taking a less active role in the proceedings this time, hanging back while the rest of us worked things out by ourselves.
"That was different! It sorta just came to me. I didn't try and do anything!"
"Then maybe you're trying to hard" Angel says.
"What do you mean?" I ask. Angel was the one person in the room who sounded like she knew what I meant.
"Whenever you used your powers, you never focused that hard on using them. Maybe if you just stop trying to get them to work and just let them?"
"Yeah...that's how my power worked." Carl interjects.
"Ok..." I said quite slowly before looking at Carl "Can you tell me how you did it?"
Carl shrugged "I dunno. I just told them to work and...they did"
I raised an eyebrow "Are you trying to be unhelpful?"
"Look, i'm just telling you what I know."
I sighed "no, I get that. Thanks anyway."
"So..." John said "Do you want to try it on someone?"
"Yeah, sure" I said. I didn't know if anything would happen, but I might as well try.
"Just relax. You can do this"
I relaxed. I tried to just let my power do whatever it liked. I could hear the whispers again, like I heard a week ago with John. I tried to focus on one of them as hard as I could and they just...disappeared.
"Try again." John said, as if he already knew I had failed.
I tried again. The whispers were fainter than before, which was probably down to me being less relaxed after my last attempt, but they were still there which I suppose was something. Instead of focusing on them I just decided to let them come to me. I'm instantly bombarded by useless information, and i'm not even sure who's thoughts they are. I try to push past them, find something useful. Then I find something and the whispers disappear
"Carl" I said, looking slightly annoyed "you seriously set my phone password to 12345?"
Carl shrugged "It's the one you'd most likely guess first."
"Nobody ever sets their phone password to 12345!"
"Regardless of who set who's phone password to what" John interrupted "You still read his mind."
"Well...yeah" I said. I'd been so annoyed by my own stupidity that I'd forgotten i'd just read Carl's mind.
"It's a start I guess." John said "Try it out on some other people at school or home or something"
"I don't have any friends at school"
"Try it out anyway"
"That's just creepy"
"You're reading somebody's mind, Natalie. It's going to be creepy however you look at it."
"Well, that makes me feel a whole lot better"
"If they're not your friends, why do you care?" Rugal asked.
"Because they're still sentient beings" I replied.
"Er...ok." Rugal replied, looking slightly confused.
"I'm a social worker, not a philosopher." John said "Natalie, your homework is to read people's minds. Anything else you guys want to talk about?"
The others got back to talking about...stuff. Something about Carl's T-Shirts. I decided to read Rugal's mind. Push past the useless information. Find something I want to know. What I find is...interesting, to say the least. We're going to have to talk at some point.
The next day at school, a boy goes missing from one of the lower years. Rumour has it he froze a lake by touching it.
Lots of rumours have been circulating about people with powers. Scientists have been researching "power genes" for 3 decades, but it's never been widespread. Now prejudice has spread like wildfire and their are rumours of raids by some unknown group who specifically capture Mobians with powers. After the boy disappears, I focus a lot more on practicing mind reading. It becomes easier to push past the stuff I don't need. However, there's some stuff I need to learn that I can't find anywhere else.
As Carl said, I can use my power to manipulate people's brains in other ways(something about nervous centres?). I haven't figured out how, though. All I get when I use my powers are whispers. I haven't found a way to directly enter someone's mind. I try, but I can't figure out how to do it, so I keep to mind reading for a bit.
People are more suspicious of me now. Since the sudden rise in power hate and the boy disappearing, everyone's stayed away from me at school, even a few of the teachers. Either they assume i'm going to disappear at some point or they now believe the rumours and don't want me to mess around with their brain. I honestly don't care what they think of me, and they've always seen me as a weird hedgehog with a weird accent anyway, so I guess the feeling's mutual.
2 weeks after the boy disappeared, I drop off my rucksack at home and leave to meet up with the Powers Club, as we've been calling it recently. However, I leave slightly earlier and, on the way to the Crater, I change my route slightly. The week before I used my telepathy to discover the route Rugal took to get to the Crater. I still needed to talk to him.
I walked passed the youth centre and turned right into a small park. It was essentially just a square of green grass around 7 metres wide with a tree in the middle and a few benches around the outside. It was completely empty right now: most of the people who lived here hung out round the skatepark. I sat down on one of the benches further away from the youth centre and waited. I checked my phone a few times for texts from Marcee or even Ollie. I haven't heard from him in a whi...
I jump and turn round. Angel had sat down on the bench. She looked as surprised to see me here as I did her. She didn't have the same cocky attitude in her voice as she did when she was talking to
"Oh...hey" I replied rather sheepishly. "I didn't realise you'd sat down. When did you get here?"
"Literally just now." She replied "I go to school in the Crater, so I usually just hang around a bit before I head to the youth club. Do you...?"
"What? Oh, no, I live in a flat outside the Crater. I'm just early."
"Why are you early?"
"No real reason...you haven't seen Rugal anywhere have you?"
"I...read his mind a few weeks ago. There's some stuff I need to ask him about."
"Oh...ok" Angel suddenly looked slightly saddened by the idea "What stuff?"
"I...I can't tell you" I said. Somehow the words were hard to get out. I felt like I could trust Angel with this, more than I could trust John or mum. I didn't want to deny her what I knew, even though I had too. There was nothing stopping me, but I knew I had to keep what I knew to myself:If I didn't, i'd be betraying Rugal. But why did this feel so much worse?
"Ok...that's fine" She said. She then checked her watch. I never noticed she had one before. "Wow, guess we've got to go."
I checked my phone. We were running late. We both stood up together and walked towards the building.
"Oh, I forgot to ask" Angel said as we walked "Could I have your phone number?"
"Yeah, sure." I replied, as I got out my phone and started reading out my phone number to her. I couldn't exactly write it on the back of her hand. Mobian fur didn't take well to ink.
"Thanks" Angel said as she typed in the 11 digits and put her phone in her jacket pocket. We were outside the youth centre's glass doors now.
"See you inside" she said, and she walked in and turned into the small side room.
I stood there stunned for a moment, completely ignoring the fact Angel had gone in. I looked at my left hand for a moment. Was it me, or had Angel just squeezed it?
I shook my arm a bit and followed her in.
I finally did it.
It was around a month after I'd talked to Angel in the park. I'd been trying for ages to find out how to do the thing I did to the bully: to access the brain and directly control the brain's functions. It was actually much easier than I thought. All I had to do was to tell the other person's brain to do something:just think what I wanted them to do and they would do it. I showed it off at the next meeting with the Powers Club, primarily by making John cluck like a chicken, much to everyone's amusement.
Things at the club were slightly different now. Carl was talking less, although I had a fairly good idea why. Angel was slightly more withdrawn when she was talking to me, although she still kept the same cocky personality when talking to everyone else. Rugal was fairly normal, although he did glance at me a few times, as if he knew what I needed to ask him. John was also talking more, which usually only happened when we ran out of conversation, which couldn't be a good sign.
A week after I figured out how to do my brain manipulation thing(what are you meant to call it, anyway?) I decided it was time to approach Rugal. As i'd found out when I met Angel at the park, Rugal gets to the Crater very early. So 20 minutes before the end of the day I made everyone in my last class believe I was ill and hadn't turned up before walking out. It was hard considering I had to do everyone individually, but it worked out in the end. I should really do it more often. It would save me from jeers and mountains of science homework.
I walked to the crater and hid in an alley near the park that Rugal walked down. I was earlier than he was, so I quickly checked my text. Angel hadn't texted me since I gave her my number, and Marcee had been acting oddly recently. That didn't matter right now, though. The moment i'd been waiting for for the last month had come. Rugal was here.
He walked past me, clearly not seeing my face in the alley. Then, just as he walked past me, I spoke.
Rugal spun round almost before i'd finished the sentence, his fist on fire. I was planning on freezing the muscles in his arm, but it came so quickly I didn't have enough time to focus. My face slammed against the wall and I crumpled to the floor.
"Who the hell are you?" Rugal said standing over me, his fist still burning. I almost didn't hear him:I was dizzy, my ears were ringing and I felt like I was going to throw up.
"Rugal..." I said, barely having enough consciousness to talk "It's me...Natalie Walker..."
I thought this would make Rugal come to his senses. Instead, he dragged me by the collar and pulled me up, his flaming fist raised.
"Who are you really?" He asked, with an expression of thunder and yet a hint of fear "Did Thundereye send you? To spy on me? To bring me back to his insane slug fest?"
"No..." I said. I'd really screwed up my opening. "I don't know...who Thundereye...is. Just...let me...go"
Rugal let me go and I fell back to the floor. His fist stopped burning and he looked slightly less angry.
"Fine, I believe you" he said "Sorry about that. It's just..."
"It's fine." I said, my senses slowly coming back to me. "I understand. I just chose a rubbish way of starting."
We were silent for a moment, the only sound my ragged breaths. Then Rugal spoke up.
"You wouldn't open with that unless you really wanted to talk to me. What did you find in my brain?"
"I found Disaster Club"
"I understand. You didn't have a choice. You did the only thing you could. That's not what i'm here for." I tried to stand to my feet, but I immediately fell to the floor again. "And damn, you punch hard"
Rugal shrugged "At least you know where I get it from now. What do you want?"
I looked him in the eyes as best I could. "Carl. What did you to Carl?"
Rugal's appearance suddenly changed.
"Look" he said "I'll take too you later. We're running a bit late..."
"Don't give me that rubbish" I said, slowly standing to my feet "What did you do to Carl?"
"I'll tell you afterwards, ok?"
"I mind wiped my entire class to get out this early. I've been waiting to talk to you since I first used my telepathy. What did you do to Carl?"
"I'll do it la-"
"TELL ME NOW, YOU BITCH!"
My anger bubbled over. My hands went to his head. I pushed through into his mind in a way i'd never been able to before. It felt like i'd fallen over and been trapped in a washing machine, my body tumbling around in ways i'd never felt, or really wanted to feel again. Then I rolled out into a street. Not an alley. A street. I stood up and looked around. My knowledge of telepathic hijinks only really went as far as what I did before, but i'd heard enough stories about the X-Men from Carl to know where I was.
I'd entered Rugal's memories.
I felt like I was in a dream. I couldn't feel my body:I felt like I was floating in mid air. I wasn't breathing or blinking and I felt fine. Every bodily response I had had disappeared. I didn't even have to walk to move forward:I just willed myself to move and I did. As strange as it felt, it beat the dizziness and nausea i'd felt before.
Everything was in grayscale. I have a feeling it wasn't like that before, so I assume it's just a thing with entering memories. Or maybe Rugal just thinks in black and white? I don't know, and I don't have the time to think about it.
I was in a typical Westopolis street, with it's horrid square buildings that touched the sky. This was probably one of the worst off areas of the city:litter floated around on the air, the streets were covered in flattened gum and illegible graffiti covered the lower half of most of the buildings, and sometimes even the higher sections. There were only two people on the entire street, and it took me a moment to recognise them.
One was Rugal. He was younger, at least a year younger, and yet he looked much more aged. His fur seemed darker than now and it was covered in dust. A dark red scar ran down his cheek which must have healed fairly recently. He lacked his trademark blue hoodie and wore a red fabric jacket instead. His tracksuit bottoms were the same, but his shoes were a black and white version of his current ones.
The other was Carl. He too looked younger, but otherwise looked exactly the same. Oh, and he was covered in bruises and burns.
Carl was stumbling back towards where I was. Rugal's fists were both on fire. He looked angry, although I had no idea why he was like that:I can't read people's minds in their mind. Rugal threw a punch to Carl's face, knocking him to the floor in a similar way he did to me. Then he grabbed Carl by the collar and pulled him so quickly part of the hamster's shirt ripped.
"What are you doing, exactly?" Rugal asked, a sneer forming on his lips. I've never seen him like this before. He lacked the self-assured confidence he had before:now, he just radiated hate and cruelty.
"I...I'm...i'm lost" Carl stuttered "I m-moved here from Central Ci-"
"I don't give a damn about where you're from, you dumb hamster." Rugal sneered "So you're lost, huh? Well, you got lost in the wrong damn place." After saying this, Rugal hurled Carl into the wall. He stood away slightly, looking at the limp body like an artist surveying his work.
Then Carl gets up and runs.
I can see his hand glowing blue like it did when he reset my phone:he was trying to use his power. There was nothing digital he could use, though. Rugal was far more athletic:he rushed the hamster down in a few seconds. Rugal cut to the left of Carl and tripped him up before striking him in the side with a flaming fist. The punch was strong enough to knock him away, his body landing just outside a dark alley. I swore I heard a crack somewhere.
Rugal walked over to Carl, looking like he was about to break into hysterics.
"Just make things easier and stop trying, kid" Rugal said. "You ain't going anywhere."
"Yes. He is."
A blue glow radiated out of the alley, the only thing that had been coloured in this entire memory. Then I had that crazy tumbling sensation and returned back to the real world.
I stumbled away from Rugal, partly because I was surprised about regaining sensation, and partly because I didn't want to touch Rugal right now. Rugal was breathing hard, like he'd just been underwater for a long time and had just come up for air.
"What was that?" I asked Rugal. I tried to sound fierce, yet I couldn't keep the fear out of my voice. I couldn't look him in the eye:every time I did, I just saw that insane sneer and the scar that ran along his cheek.
"I...dunno. I just...I blacked out and Carl...was gone. It...it must have been Kable Enforcement or some..."
"NOT THE LIGHT, YOU IDIOT!" I shouted. I had no idea how long i'd been in Rugal's mind. "You beat up a random kid in the street? Why? What the hell could have made you attack a kid like Carl"
"I..." A single tear fell from Rugal's eye. "I just...all my life was pain...I just...wanted to enjoy something..."
"So you beat the crap out of Carl? Is that it? How long did this go on? Who else was on the receiving end of your enjoyment?"
"I...i'm sorry, Natalie. I...I've changed since then..."
"That's the thing, though. You never apologised to Carl. And judging by the fact that I found it so easily, you don't regret it. You still enjoyed it."
I read his mind. He was lying. He still bullied Carl outside of the Club, even though it wasn't a full blown beat-up like before. Then I started crying. Tears rolled down my face before I could try and hold them back. Rugal looked terrified, yet I still couldn't look at him without seeing that sneer.
"I TRUSTED YOU!" I raised a trembling finger and pointed Rugal "I thought you'd changed. I thought you'd done something with your life. I thought...I thought you were my friend"
"Natalie...I am your friend"
He walked towards me and put a hand on my shoulder. For the first time since seeing the memory I looked him in the eyes.
"My friends wouldn't do this" I said "Angel wouldn't do this. John wouldn't do this. Carl wouldn't do this"
"Natalie, just give me a chance! Please!"
I stayed silent, letting the tears roll down my cheeks. At last I spoke.
"I...I can't believe you."
I walked away, heading away from the youth club and towards home, ignoring Rugal's pleas for forgiveness.