User blog comment:Memphis the light/Community Zone/@comment-3002957-20110726054352/@comment-3002957-20110726064100

(looks at Kagi).... Your right... on all accounts. *sighs* Damn it... *wipes tears off of my face* I love Hikaru with all of my heart... but at the moment... *looks at her* I am no good to her like this. I need a cool off period.... before I really begin dating... but... I don't want to make you wait love... *frowns and looks down* I want to at least offer you something real.... but at the moment I am a measly worker ant who still lives with his parents.... I want to be on my own... I want to be able to make my own moves... but for all that to happen... I need to finish college and actually gain a career... Look... Hika... You don't have to wait for me.... I want you to be happy.... I want you to live life... but at the moment... I am just a nobody... you don't want me. I sure as hell want you... *shakes head* But not like this... I want you for real... but not at the state that I am in at the moment. I want to be my own man first before I go after you for real. But... if you find a man before that... ever...happens... *sighs* By all means go for him and don't look back for me. As long as you are happy I am as well. *looks back at Kagi* Thank you Kagi... you gave me alot to think about.