User blog:Mr Kid/Solar Left. Should I be angry, sad, or happy?

As of Tuesday, July 31st, SolariusFlare, known to be one of the greatest chat mods of all time, left because of me. We were doing a talkplay, and I messed up with my character Jax, going a bit too far. He is supposed to be a pacifist, but I messed that streak up. I think he left because he was frustrated of me. Every time I'm on her I either hurt someone's feelings, or annoy everyone. Now, I did the worst thing I could have. Everyone will be telling me to move on, but I can't. I literally just forced one of my favorite people to leave. Now I regret it.

Hes at: http://talesfanon.wikia.com/wiki/Tales_of_Fanon_Wiki But he'll you ban if you go on there. I feel so terrible. Should I be sad because I miss him and that I hurt everyone, mad at him because he might've done this on purpose to cause ruckus on the wiki, or should I be happy because he can't do this to us twice? I feel confused. Now, since I did something so terrible, I'm leaving too. I might come back, I might not. I just feel terrible and I need some time to think. I hope one day everyone forgets what happened, but they won't.

Here are shout-outs to some of my favorite people on here. Mr. Zaya, your such a great roleplayer and friend. I'm going to miss you a lot. Stardust, even though I haven't seen you in a while, you know how to have a lot of fun. Wolf9400, your my favorite person of all on here, and you have such amazing ideas for characters. I like how you joke around a lot. Solarius, if you ever read this: I'm sorry. You were right. I need to learn how to react to these kind of things without going out of control.