User blog comment:Hikaruyami-having fun*/Get To Know Them/@comment-3978591-20110823210754/@comment-3978591-20110823211922

eh, i don't know i just feel unlike myself. i understand what white meant now. i remember him saying that we parrade around in fake smiles and false good moods, and i see now that i've been doing exactly that over the past couple of months. i felt like doing so, showing that i could have a good mood could somehow help the wiki, like i was being strong and in my own way was trying to hold up this community, but i was unnoticed but by my friends, heck the only thing i've done on here is make unworthy characters, unused roleplays and unread fanfictions. all i've been doing is taking up space on this place, and bringing up the worthless page count making harder work for the admins and runners of this wiki.............dam it feels good to rant for the first time in my life, but still, i blame no one for it, but i feel.........unwanted i guess