User blog:Memphis the light/Venting

You know guys I am a nice guy and all but I need to let some things out of my chest... this has nothing to do with anyone here. You know what I think I will just write a song....

(Following the music of Benzene's theme if you don't know it look him up -_-)

-slow start verse one-

Did you know i'm a monster?..... I just lost my feelings and your to blame...

I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous,

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you,

.... I want to fade away....

-Tempo speed up-

-Chorus-

Do you know? Do you care? Do you love? Do you feel? Do you hate me because...

I'm a monster....

Do you hold? Do you dare? Do you fail? Do you scream? Do you hurt me because...

I'm a monster....

Do you move? Do you cry? Do you bleed? Do you die? Do you kill me because...

I'm a monster....

Is it true? That you too? Come and go? Stab me too? Do you hate me because...

I'm a monster....

-Little music break-

-Verse one-

Just because I'm a monster, does that mean I have to fade away?

Just because your an angel, you have to come and stab me to bay?

So does that mean I have to stab you as well?

So does that mean I have to watch you die?

-Chorus-

Do you know? Do you care? Do you love? Do you feel? Do you hate me because...

I'm a monster....

Do you hold? Do you dare? Do you fail? Do you scream? Do you hurt me because...

I'm a monster....

Do you move? Do you cry? Do you bleed? Do you die? Do you kill me because...

I'm a monster....

Is it true? That you too? Come and go? Stab me too? Do you hate me because...

I'm a monster....

-Verse 2-

As i slowly begin to fade away.

I notice you by my side.

I just couldn't help but smile.

and then simple just toss you aside!

-Miscellanios verse with prechorus bridge-

I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous,

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you,

I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous,

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you,

I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous, I'm jealous,

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you,

-Chorus-

Do you know? Do you care? Do you love? Do you feel? Do you hate me because...

I'm a monster....

Do you hold? Do you dare? Do you fail? Do you scream? Do you hurt me because...

I'm a monster....

Do you move? Do you cry? Do you bleed? Do you die? Do you kill me because...

I'm a monster....

Is it true? That you too? Come and go? Stab me too? Do you hate me because...

I'm a monster....

-Bridge-

Is there any meaning to this song?

There is no meaning to this song.

Is there any sin to this song?

There is no sin to this song.

Is there hate in this song?

Is the song's meaning hate?

The songs meaning is..... Hatred....

-Music break-

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you,

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you,

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you,

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you,

I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you, I hate you,

..........

-Verse 3-

As I fully fade away.

I just can't help but smile.

That once I was a person.

And with your help became a monster....

-Ending-

I have no more reason...

I have no more light to give to you...

Thank you....

For making me into a monster...

-Miscellanios end verse and song-

I'm a monster! I'm a monster! I'm a monster!I'm a monster!

I'm a monster! I'm a monster! I'm a monster!I'm a monster!

I'm a monster! I'm a monster! I'm a monster!I'm a monster!

I'm a monster! I'm a monster! I'm a monster!I'm a monster!

I'm a monster! I'm a monster! I'm a monster!I'm a monster!

I'm a monster! I'm a monster! I'm a monster!I'm a monster!

-end-

I know it is dark but... I have to get it out of my chest and somewhere else... thank you for allowing me to vent.... and this shows that I too have my dark moments... but I will never ever take it out on my friends, but I will allow you to see it.