User blog:Nevermind0309/So I Need to Have Surgery and I'm Kinda Freaking Out....

So I need a place to vent.

Basically, about a month ago, I dislocated my shoulder and its never been properly put back in its right place dispite the fact that it looked fine, and it felt fine too so long as I didn't try to put my arm in certain positions or try to lift anything heavy with it.

We went to the doctor about it and after getting a few x-rays, he said that I just sprained something. But I still couldn't put my arm in certain positions, or really lift anything so I went to another doctor. He wanted me to get an MRI because the X-Rays we originally took didn't show anything.

So after getting the MRI, the doctor spoke in all this weird medical talk that I didn't understand about what was wrong with me. Long story short, something was out of place, and I need to get surgery to put what's out of place in its proper place.

So I'm kinda freaking out about cause... well... I've never needed surgery before. They say I'm gonna be kept asleep the entire time of the surgery, but its still scary, and what if I wake up during the process? We don't even have a date for the surgery set up yet, but its freaking me out of my mind. I'm going nuts. So naturally, I'd blog about it. Funny how that works.

Anywho, thanks for taking the time to read this.