User blog:Speedyblue/Something I want you to know...

Some of you may already know this...some of you may not. But I have something that I want to confess. Lately, I’ve been considering suicide. If you are wondering why, it’s mainly due to the recent loss of my father, who died about 2 years ago from a heart attack, and I still pray for him everyday. I’ve also been bullied for being almost blind and having a lazy eye. I sometimes feel like I’m worthless, and I’m just a piece of shit who serves no purpose. I also feel like I’m a nuisance who only annoys everyone here, and that I did nothing positive to the wiki. I’m sure none of you would care if I were dead. In fact, I think you’d be happy if I were gone! Anyways...this may or may not be my last post on the wiki, only time will tell. If I’m inactive for 2 weeks (unless I explicitly stated that I won’t be available for that amount of time or more), assume that I have committed suicide. If you’ve read the whole thing, I appreciate your patience.