User blog comment:TheShadowKnight/SCARE ME! (Part II)/@comment-2183381-20110205004115

this not a happy story ... so if you dont want to feel sad stop reading now

i have cut it short the long version is posted here under carl 44

basically my partner and i were having a baby and the waters broke labour started then stopped ,the nurse sent us home she was as we found out later supossed to give my partner anti biotics to stop any infection spreading through the opening made by the waters breaking

3 days later labour started again we went into hospital and we had the most beautiful girl called natasha ,straight away the doctors took her away ,sam my partner and i were beside herself with worry we knew all was not well ,then a nurse and doctor came back the nurse comforted sam and tried to tellher all was well ,the doctor took me to one side and told me i'm very sorry your daughter is very ill she is not expectd to live through the night ,they sedated sam and told me to go get the clothes that sam had asked for ,i went home crying my heart out, on the radio came tear drops and then stair way to heaven i knew it was not going to good it was a sign i took down the cot and the teddies and ballooons it was terrible but i knew i could not leave them up for sam to come home to

to cut a long story short natasha my beautiful angel held on for 3 days then i woke up early on the third day and i knew it was time i put sam in a wheel chair and rushed her into the special care room and one by one the lights and machines went off she flatlined and natasha was gone

after a while they said we could hold her for the first time as i picked her little body up the air in her lungs came out and she creid for the first and only time we thought she was alive but no, sam held her for hours natashes eyes were big brown and beautiful she looked like she was asleep ,then sam started screaming our angle had set like stone in her arms ,we felt terrible leaving our baby at the hospital sam had milk leaking from her breast it was terrible , i carried natasha in a little white coffin and i watched as they lowred her down ,i love natasha as much today as i did then and i'm sobbing my heart out as i write this ....