User blog:Doomfin/An Apology.

Yes. You heard correct. I, PowerMouse, aka this turd, am apologizing for all my transgressions towards the wiki and its users. ..

By making awful characters only to pass them onto someone else.

I think I have it figured out. I truly am the scourge of the wiki. Oh, sure, those who know me (or claim to) are aware that I am abrasive and sour by all means. But it's a lack of creativity, artistic and otherwise, that causes people to frown upon this wiki and the Sonic fanbase in general. In general, yes, the fanbase is incredibly stupid and it's their own fault that people don't have any respect for them. But when it isn't even the entirety of the fanbase that deserves such disrespect from all corners of the Internet? I've met some truly creative people on this site (I'm not listing names, you should know who you are), and they deserve more than what they get.

I am the reason why this wiki is frowned upon. That lack of creativity for the first two years that I joined the wiki is why. It isn't that I was in a God awful place at the time of joining and onwards, it's the fact that I was uninspired and lazy. Let me repeat, uninspired and lazy. That is what makes fanon-related works fail, and I've come to realize that I'm not suited for fanon-related works because it gives me a feeling of confinement and isolation. That isn't good for a writer who wants to write good material and be free of restrictive bounds.

Does this mean I'm leaving or anything like that? Of course not. For all the flack I give this wiki, it's out of whatever good nature I have. This place is important to me for reasons that I'm unable to explain or comprehend, it just is. But the odds of me ever actually contributing the site in the future (i.e. uploading FCs) is incredibly slim and next to unmanagable, given the perfectionism that I've grown into over the years. I'll probably still make FCs here and there, but I'd prefer not to because of the feelings of confinement I had mentioned earlier.

And if you don't believe me, see for yourself.