User blog comment:Kagimizu/Broken/@comment-2221250-20121226020209/@comment-25345354-20121226023944

That's right. Never lose hope. No matter what happens in your life, no matter how awful people are to you, no matter of anything, just don't give up. Fighting on is the only way to win. There have been moments in my life where I've just became completely depressed, and thought that my life is just a complete ball of garbage. But you wanna know what I did? I accepted that it was, so I got up and tried to make it better, and I have. Sometimes other people can't help you, or don't seem like they want to. But trust me, there are always people who care about you, even if it doesn't seem like it at the moment. Just remember, life is what we make of it, so try to make every last moment matter.

DEFINITELY do not kill yourself. My brother has tried to, twice. And as much as I dislike him, it makes me sick just thinking about it, even if it was several years ago. Suicide is never the answer. We got him help, and he got better. If you are considering suicide, talk to your parents about everything. Your parents will always take time to help you.

Like other people have commented before, take a break from here. The stress you seem to have can and will affect your body in a negative way. The best thing to do for your health is to relax. I know I'm not an expert on psychology and this kind of stuff, but I hope what wisdom I offer to you helps. Again, life is what you make of it, so try to make it the best damn thing you have.