User blog:CelestialSun/Two poems

I'd like some feedback on them, if it's okay. I'm also sorry if they offend in some ways.

You Have Them Too Now, it's okay to admit That you have bullied someone Whether it be indirect, or vice-versa It has, most likely, happened before I'm not afraid to admit it I have bullied someone Though I have apologized to this person, and they have forgiven me- I still feel guilty

Now, to the real point When you bully someone.. Dont you realize that you're hurting them? Of course you do That's why you're doing it in the first place To see them break To see them fall To see them cringe You watch with your own amusement

I ask Why are you bullying them? Surely it's for a good reason Have they hurt you? Maybe bumped into you and made you fall Hmm... Ever think that it was an accident?

Maybe you're bullying them because of their actions? They're personality, possibly? If so- That's no reason to hurt them. What's that? They've said something rude to you? Well, darling, let me tell you something. Violence wont solve anything. Care to talk things out, dear?

Oh, I think I know why. It's because they're different, isnt it? Maybe they have freckles Or braces Or are just "wrong" by themselves. Maybe they arent as 'pretty' or 'strong' as you But really You just think they dont fit in So I ask Do you think that's a reason to break them? I think Let them go, let them be, they dont want to be in the presence of someone such as you They dont deserve your negative attention

And then I realize something about that You're teasing them Physically and mentally scarring them Because they're different from you? Because they have faults?

Now, listen Let me tell you- What these beatings can cause The ingredients are -A cup of low self-esteem -A teaspoon of lonelyness -A pinch of curiousity and physical energy And it all adds up to a dessert called Suicide

That's right You can be a cause of suicide You destroyed the rest of someone's life Because they had some faults in them that you disliked Because they were different from you

Well, let me tell you the truth You have faults. Yes, dear You have them too.

That's Just Who I Am "I'm asexual."

"...you're what?"

"Asexual."

Must I explain this? This conversation can go on And on And on

I personally find it sad that asexuality isnt heard of much Nowadays, you're either classified as- "Gay" "Straight" or "Bi"

Please, dear, use them by their real names You're either classified as Homosexual Heterosexual or Bisexual Though there are others

But here, I'm talking about a foreign one- Asexual 'What is asexuality', you ask? When you're asexual, you have a lack of a sex drive Yes, you dont carry sexual interest to males nor females

Of course, one of the first things you might think is "Oh, that? I was asexual once- it was a phase." Well let me tell you It most certainly is not a phase It is something you stick with for a lifetime If you're lacking sexual interest one day, and craving for it another- You arent asexual.

Most people try to be "funny" with this sexuality Saying one of the most common and annoying jokes about it "You're asexual, so that means that you reproduce with yourself." No. You dont understand. Us asexuals, we lack interest for sex.

You know, there's a lot of heartbreaking things that people say about us. "You're just a homosexual that's afraid to admit it." No. "You're faking it to get attention." No. "It's just a phase- you wont know until you you 'try it'." No. "You have a problem. This should be fixed." Most certainly not.

I dislike how people say "You just havent found the right person yet." The thing is that I dont want to meet the 'right person'. I just dont think I have one.

I'd also like to announce that people often get asexuality mixed up with other things Most commonly, being aromantic. When you are aromantic, you dont have romantic interest to males nor females. Asexual is like that, but replace 'romantic' with 'sexual'. Yes, that is right You can romantically like someone and still be asexual For example- You are female, and you like a male But you dont have sexual interest for him Then you are a heteroromantic asexual It's as simple as that

Asexuality exists There are many asexuals around the world You can ask me I am one

So really, hear me out I'm asexual It is not a phase I am not a late bloomer It's just who I am.