User blog:Yumejin/Hehehe I just don't know anymore....

Okay well it's been over 2 months since my ex and I broke up and her birthday is coming soon on the 29th to be exact, and for a while I thought I could just forget her but lately the closer it gets to her birthday I have more and more flashbacks of things her and I said and did. Honestly I feel hollow like a part of me just is gone, and I'm with someone atm and I know it's messed up to think of my ex, but it happens with anyone I date but her, to me she was and is my idea of perfection I don't know how to let go of that feeling at all. Now everything I do seems pointless and empty just like my insides I must be insane i think...