User blog comment:Wh!te$tar/My formal surrender/@comment-995908-20110822211518/@comment-1349273-20110822223712

@Ryu; I'm glad you're starting to realize that being an admin OR a crat here is about. It's not all about your actions but also your thinking. You have to be impartial to everything; you are the embodiment of the Wiki in its policies and activities; you represent that. If you start letting people off the hook because they're your friends or because you're scared you'll be hated... then you set a bad example, and you make your representation look bad. I'm glad you've realized this, but I don't believe you're strong enough to handle the possible heat and hate that's associated with being an admin.