User blog:Nitrogen218/Grieving Notice

Blog Number: 011503378: Farewell, my old friend. Hello, everyone. At first, I didnt want to make this blog because I didnt know the best way to word it. But, given how I reached my state of mourning today, I felt that this had to be addressed to keep you in the loop.

I learned on Monday that a dog I had to give to my Grandparents, had died due to heart failure. He was a Maltese-Chihuahua hybrid by the moniker of Toby. He also had lived up to 84 years (multiply 12 human years by 7 dog years) and supposedly had shortness of breath as well. He had been buried earlier this week and.... well, all I could initially say was farewell. It wasnt until after I had the weekend to myself that I visited his grave. Admittedly, I tried to resist to urge to cry, but eventually I caved.

Toby may have been an ass, but he was quite a nice dog and agile for his age. I never grieved sooner because college had me strapped for time and I never fully processed it until today.

Again, he was a nuisance, but he was like a friend to me, for someone as socially anxious myself. But all I ask is that you please forgive my lengthy absence due to these events. My emotions in the situation right now are at a high sensitivity at the moment and Im trying to heal as we speak. So again, Please forgive my absence at this moment. Anyone who has still sent me requests expect them to done in the near future, as they are nearing completion.

Farewell, Toby, My old friend.

Till All Are One. T-T