User blog comment:Ultimatedude127/My rant on this place/@comment-1910960-20110321233341/@comment-1336620-20110322000823

In my case, more "depressions" will follow... usually in a/with repetitive fashion and subjects. I gave up medication a long time ago, as they always fail. I just think I need to be a whipping girl or to be a lightning rod for others' anger, as I believe it will whip me into shape or at least distract me from said feelings.