User blog:ApolloFlare/Oh........Idk what to do.....

Lately I have caused major problems everywhere I go and everytime i get out of a problem, another one rears it's ugly head in. and i feel like i am losing loved ones and friends because of my immaturity.........i have grown mature but no one sees it.......im ready to get everything back to the way it was. But I just dont know what to do. And this Blog was made to show everyone how i feel about this matter and you want to know how i feel.......

I feel Very Guilty

I am very sorry for the mistakes i made. Im sorry for being annoying, im sorry for begging, i am sorry retaliating at superiors. Im sorry for being negative, and im sorry for my bad grammar (which is excuseable by the way).

I just want Chat back.....it's almost been at least a month or a month and a half to two months already......and i have almost completely lost a very special loved one............and its my fault.........but that doesent mean that i can try again and start over. Im tired of my old self. I have finally changed. Believe it or not I have. Last night made me see the mistakes i have made on this wiki recently and i wish to have another chance. I know many people dont do this alot on here but i think that by making this Blog it will show that i DO mean that i have changed.....And I DO want another chance. It's Up To you all. Now.....