User blog:Kagimizu/Why...?

Damnit, what happened? Looking back, things seemed so much better. When I shared my opinion about how things were being done around here, people didn't get offended or upset (most didn't anyway), but in fact agreed with me. When I wanted to quit on two occasions, all of the people I know supported me, and stopped me from leaving. But now, the wiki's going to Hell all over again, and it's all my fault. One User who thought of me as a friend, listened to what I had to say with an open mind, and supported me now thinks of me as an enemy, and is one of two people who thinks that all of these conflicts are my fault. Why did this all have to happen? What changed? *headbangs* I don't mean to start all of these fights! All I do is share my honest opinion, but then someone disagrees or gets mad at me, then a fight starts, and it spirals out of control! I don't like seeing people leave or get hurt! I don't want to see this Wiki get torn apart either! Why do I keep making these f***ing mistakes!? What happened to make everyone so hostile!? *headbangs on desk hard* Why do I even stay here, if all I do is cause conflict and pain, when all I want to do is share my honest opinion and help...? Why do I stay, when most people probably hate me for starting all of this...?