User blog comment:Kagimizu/Broken/@comment-2215825-20121225225949

Alright Kagi, I'm going to adress your points as I read them, and I'm going to be honest, but hopefully not hurtful or rude.

1) Memphis had every right to un-ban Guy. It's no secret that you hate Jammie's very existence. I know, I've been there, and I think the only reason you didn't want him back was because you two didn't always see eye-to-eye. But while Guy may be rude and a bit of an @$$, once you learn to get past differing opinions he's actually not a bad person. I know because I've actually been speaking with him on FiM Wiki and we've been, wait for it, getting along. The problem is you don't. You're so steadfast in your opinions and POV's that you've taken them as laws not to be challenged. Quite a fww users have noted how unwilling you are to even compromise on even small differences in opinion. Second, the reason we didn't put this to vote Kagi is because....you shoot down several ideas that are thrown your way. I don't keep a list, but I know several times in the past Mak or I have given suggestions on Xat or on your very own Improvement Blog and you've simply ignored them. Or, if you like, my own blog where I asked users to un-ban Guy. And what was it you said? "Unbanning users is not a community decisions, it's up to the admins". Yet here you are denying that.

2) Both sides were heard, believe me you made sure of that. On Guy's corruption blog and Memph's (which had your own arguement copy/pasted for all to see) you replied to comments to explain yourself. And even then, most users found you were incapable of handling administrative duty.

3) First off, you don't get to pick who you think is biased or not Kagi. Just as I am damn tired of seeing both you and Guy talking about "legitimate" bans. No. Just, no. You were banned I believe three times, Guy 12, myself four. Whether or not you find it just, that's how many times you were banned because somebody thought you needed straightening out. And you recieved Guy and Shou's votes for demotion because you had done a sub-par job and they felt you weren't worthy to lead this website. No ifs, ands or buts. Second, I'm sorry you feel the, what, dozen users' opinions on Guy's blog weren't worthy of being counted because they didn't give a reason, but that doesn't make their feelings or views of you any less real. Another sentence or two should not mean the difference between your voice being heard or not.

4) Kagi, I get school. I have 9 Spanish Lessons, two Math tests, 6 courses on Design and Dressmaking, and still another test in Psychology I need to complete before February. I probably shouldn't even be typing this, but I care about you enough to tell you how I feel and after all this let you know I'm here for you. But JESUS H/ CHRIST JUSTIN! Before I left Xat, do you know what you were doing? Chatting on Xat. Wasting time fighting with Guy here. Playing DCUO or whatever online game you have now. I'm sorry, but if you spent as much time goofing off this past month as you did now it's no wonder your grades didn't come up and projects went unfinished. And don't tell me "I'm busy trying to help run SNN, SFW, etc etc." because al;l you needed to do was make a blog saying you were going to spend more time on schoolwork and everyone would understand.

5) I completely agree with you on the Christmas paragraph, and the only thing I disagree on you with after reading a bit farther is the Xat statement. Kagi, we didn't abandon you when tou were demoted. You and I both know Xat's been dead for months. Ask G, Xi, Mak, anyone. Really, it started dying when you really started getting crazy with the adminship. I'm not going to tell you the story, because my words may not sink in correctly. All I'm going to say is to Wiki "Nicholas II of Russia" and take from his life what you will.

With that said, I already told you I'm here to help...Kagi, look around you. Look at Ryu's smiling, MS Painted face on DA. Look at Flash's reesponsibility, or Memph's wisdom. Look at G's randomness, or hell me just being there. I learned something from when I was upset before I left. I learned there are two people in the world: not leaders and followers, good or bad, but friends and everyone else. The thing about friends is they're the only ones that cannot hurt you, and if they do it's because you yourself have stopped being one. Stopped being a friend! Kagi, look at yourself! You've been so consumed with hatred for Guy, so concerned for the Wiki and everything that you stopped seeing everyone as friends and instead saw them as obstacles! I can see that now, looking outside in. Kagi, we are here. But you need to put aside your opinions, you stubborness and fury, your pride and sadness, and let us help you! Bottling up inside won't do a damn thing but hurt you, you told me that before. You haven't stopped caring, and I sure as hell haven't stopped caring about you either! I'm going to help, and I'm going to do this right for you. I don't know if Xi or Smash or Memph or anyone will help, but even if I'm at it alone, I want to help you. Just please meet me halfway and stop seeing my friends as problems to be solved...?