User blog:Smash The Echidna/Dropping like Flies

I've been feeling very distressed lately. This wiki is not the same as it had been. No, I'm not talking about the crap flooding this place, or urging people to hurry up and get the place cleaned. Those blogs have been done to death as it is. What I mean is, I've been very inactive for the past few weeks. But during the times I've looked on here, the wiki activity is flooded with articles being marked for deletion, so I can't really see any kind of updates like I used to. That and all the roleplays I've been in are suddenly dead, save for two.

I'm beating around the bush, here. My main problem I'm having is that people are leaving so rapidly, it's distressing. In the past two weeks or so, about 6 people have left. Now, I have very few friends left on this wiki. Most of the people I'd talk to or RP with, they're gone now. If they haven't officially left, then they're completely inactive. It's a lonely feeling to be left with.

Now, I know you all might just say "Why don'tcha just make new friends?" Well while that's all well and good, it doesn't change the fact that I've just lost a few other friends. I mean, I can contact people like Xi outside of the wiki, (though I haven't heard from him since he left.) but the case is not so convenient with others.

I've even considered leaving here myself. Every other day I feel more and more inclined to take off like the others. But I don't want to simply, drop everything and leave. I have a lot of pages on here, many unfinished. Half the reason I joined this place was because I had finally found the perfect place to finalize all my character profiles. If I leave, what then? (I actually thought about making my own wiki for my series, but eh...I don't think there would be much point.) That and people probably still need my adminship. I'll be blunt: Those are my only two reasons left for staying on this wiki now.

I know that I haven't been doing too much to help, and I apologize. Even before I caught this cold, (which is in it's final stages now) I haven't been very active. With so many people leaving, I don't feel motivated to roleplay or write much of anything. And with so many things I actually wanna do, looking at the huge lists of things to sort through on the wiki is rather overwhelming. I was trying to at least get some work done on my game and the next chapter of my fanfic written down through all this writers/creators block I've had to deal with. I haven't had too much luck to be honest.

So there...I've vented all I could for today. If there's anything you guys need me to do..Lemme know, okay?

~Smash The Echidna~  15:49, September 9, 2012 (UTC)