User blog:.:.TellZeal.:./I Can Believe I'm Doing This, but...

I can believe I'm doing this, and I've made one of the easiest decisions in my life to just leave the Sonic Fanon Wikia. (to save yourself from reading)

There are various reasons why I am leaving. I am not going to sugarcoat it, either. For a simple comment, I was enraged to read that another person (no names, because you'll figure out anyway), disproved of asking questions about their fanfiction. I was just asking questions, but too many of them, and my extent on how much I could ask, I thought, was infinite as long as you were nice about it. This was not the first time this has happened to me. Perhaps my short-tempered attitude about everything snapped on point, causing the other person to see me as "annoying." Or, maybe it is my hard criticism. Maybe it is just me in general with a bloated attitude on life.

I think, ''Don't go Zeal, because you've devoted so much time to the Wikia and stuff. You always wanted to be on the Sonic Fanon Wikia since you were little, anyway''. But, then I think, ''I don't want to be viewed as a "kid" trying to get my point across. That's just not who I am''. Let alone, I will be working hard coming these next few months in independent and postsecondary studies. There's no need to fool around with characters that have no chance of becoming real. So, I have made this decision.

You're just being bitter, some might say, and you're right. I'm really upset. Again, this is not the first time this has happened. It gets annoying when I try to make an input and ultimately "lose" the argument. I hate it most when people call me self-conceited, even though I know that I can be sometimes. Just look at how many "I"s are in this departure notice. I am self-conceited, and I accept that.

Some might say, We didn't need you here, anyway. And you're right. We don't need anyone, because the views of ourselves are our best supporters. But, when I came to this Wikia, I believed that I would make some friends. I believed I would meet other Sonic the Hedgehog fanatics like me that we could talk about. But, no, it's all about the fan characters. It's all about what's naughty and what's nice in the comments. It's about the best-looking character and not about the best user creating these characters. It's not even about the best characters in general. That's why the SFW Awards might turn out the way it will.

Some might say, I'm your friend, Zeal, but then I think. Silverluv was one of my closest friends on this Wikia. Silverluv left because of the drama that went here, too. I appreciate the thoughts of being friends with me, but unfortunately, I did not make any other friends that I see besides Silverluv.

Some might say, ''Just don't be dramatic about it and just get out. Don't even leave a departure notice''. Yes, and you're right. I shouldn't be so dramatic like this. But, because I know that I had months and months of being on the Wikia, it's something kinda the hard-work-pays-off kind of deal. I don't want to just - leave. That's silly of me. I sacrificed work for this Wikia - sometimes. So, there's a reason for me to present this dramatic message.

If you want to adopt my characters for any reason, go on ahead. Don't even ask me. And, frankly, if you're grateful that I'm leaving, then you're the reason that the Wikia is not at its highest anymore. Oh yes, and if you want to adopt my unfinished fanfictions, go on ahead, and read them if you please. But, I'll unsubscribe from the Wikia and no longer view any of the sorts. I need to focus on realist thought, which my belief in "fan characters" has been smushed by, once again, someone attacking me.

Well, there you are. My final words is the quote I had updated just yesterday: "We're offered weakness. Accept, and then decline with change."

Well, see ya in other forms.

.:.TellZeal.:.