User blog:AzureAeonArtemis/Clearing things up and stating my current purpose

Okay, so, I'm sure I confused, and maybe irritated, a lot of the people who knew me (Artemiscat55) from before. Chances are most of them don't like me anymore, understandably so. The reason I left at first is because my parents weren't happy about what I was getting into, roleplay-wise. This is understandable because I was really good at pushing the envelope. Additionally, I was kind of a brat and very immature, so I think it's better I had some time away.

I did pop up now and again afterwards because I was resentful, though obviously I've had some time to think maturely about it now. I think I only managed to irritate further during that period. Later on I reflected on it and decided to leave this past behind; and then of course I found reason to return some time later, after I had been cleaning my computer and accidentally deleted my passwords file. I didn't give it much notice because they were all old, and I thought I had taken the password for here and put it elsewhere. I didn't, and because I have a love for complex passwords, I couldn't re-access my old account.

It's obvious by now that everything I created and made has evolved to a state of original creation; a good deal of it was in that state already, so I saw no reason to return. But this place is an important piece of my history, as it helped me to mature and interact. Additionally, I really felt like helping to see it become better, which is why I'm here now. Well, one of the reasons.

I'm also here now just to talk to the people that, even in cynical retrospect, I still have respect for. But also it is for a form of recruitment; I have finally managed to truly put together a game development team. We currently have no real foundation but we're trying hard, mostly writing out scripts and designs at the moment. Anyone who would like to offer ideas may do so freely; as for joining the team itself, you can expect me to be paranoid and picky in that regard.

Finally, I would like to offer an apology for my past behavior to the people affected. (You know who you are.) I was particularly immature, self-righteous, and overall a brat. I had some good qualities but they weren't being exploited. I was confused how people like KP and Lupe could be annoyed with me. Looking back, I wish they had been a bit harsher; I might have learned my lesson quicker.

I'm still here, and I'm still me. Some things have changed, but all in all, Artemis remains Artemis. I hope you all have a good day, and I insist you let me know if you have any questions about me or anything I've said. I miss this place and I intend to do my best to help it. As mentioned on my userpage, I'm still going to be fritzy about when I'm here and not. You can expect me to become regularly active in a few months' time.

~Artemis